I have not slept for more than 35 hours. I'm so tired. I feel fear ... this f***ing chaotic world ... those bobms ... unrest ... the pre-emptive, pre-pre-emptive, pre-pre-pre-emptive, pre-pre-pre-pre-emptive logic which rules over minds ... wars ... I surf the web, listen to the
Rain of Love, count my goats ... my eyelids feel heavier and heavier and my eyes are burning but I can't fall asleep.
Someone help me ... I'm so tired and I want to go to bed. God! can you hear me?